Random goal

My goal for next Halloween is to be able to pull off Tom Cruise in Risky Business next year!!!! Gotta tone and lose weight! Not quite brave enough this year!!! 

Started plexus accelerator yesterday, hopefully it will give me the push I need. Bc my body is refusing to lose, but I'm maintaining.  

I need some good non boring low calorie recipes, preferably easy!! Help please!! I'm busy and need something different so I don't cheat!!! 

Stand still

It's been far too long since I felt my life was moving forward. It's like my life got stopped and I don't know how to take that next step forward. My brain seems stuck and I can't make it think the things I want it to. It won't listen to me. 

I have lots of confessions to make:

I've gained some of the weight back

I am eating like shit

I have zero motivation

I wish I could afford to go back to talk to my counselor. Maybe when I get paid. Maybe someone that reads this can help me figure out how to get the drive, fire and motivation back.....