Taking the Excuses to the dump!

This has been a challenge for me recently because it has been so easy for me to stay in bed.  I have to convince myself to get out of bed constantly because I'm just so tired.  I missed 2 weeks of bootcamp, the most I have ever missed since I started in February of last year.  I just couldn't do it, I got discouraged and tried to give up.  The problem with that is that you start getting depressed and feeling worthless when you do that.  I also start drinking more when i'm not having to get up every morning at 5:00 AM. 

I want to outline my goals for right now because a lot of things are changing and morphing:

1. Go to bootcamp everyday that I can (may be impossible during hell week (theater) and if not at bootcamp then I must work out in some capacity (outside of dancing at the show)

2. Lose one more jeans size.  I want to comfortably be able to fit into size 16 pants by the end of October. 

3. I want to get below 200 by January.

4. Eat healthier everyday, don't cheat, just eat what fuels me.  If I do cheat (come on it happens), remember that it isn't the end of the world and just do better the next meal.  But don't cheat in the first place, yeah!

5. Drink 5 Aquafina (1 Liter) bottles of water a day.  I don't waste bottles I just refill them but that is how I measure them.

6. Be able to run a mile under 13 minutes, that is where it has been stable forever, and I want it to go down.  I would say by the end of September

Here are the changes that have been happening lately:

A> I decided that I wanted to change career paths so I have decided to start the process of getting into grad school.  Which entails me going to Clayton State for a year for biology classes and then getting into Occupational Therapy School. 

B> I'm doing a show for the first time in 2 years.  I will actually be on Stage.  I'm doing 3 parts in this show and I am super excited. Its a musical and all of you should come. 

C> I want to start branching out socially but am poor as crap!  I really want to sky dive! 

Alrighty I'm out because I have to start my dance rehearsal.  Love you guys!