I've been thinking a lot about how I'm doing with the work outs. David is always saying that we need to push ourselves, and I always get annoyed by that. I'm really working my ass off and I know that I am. There are some days that I doubt myself because of all of my insecurities. I'm getting closer to the group today and actually passed someone today (she has a pulled muscle, and I think she was being nice) I'll take it until I can really stay in front of people!! But this song gives me the inspiration because I am getting stronger everyday, and get a little farther everyday. It also has other meanings concerning my exes and how I am now moving away from them. I heard some stories today at our lunch about how a couple of people were in the back for a long time and it made me feel better. I know that a lot of people started in the back but they had to work there. They worked their asses off to get stronger and faster, and I will get there!!!
Today we did guts and guns and it was an amazing work out. I used a red band for the first time today and it was hard!! My arms are week and its an amazing feeling! Okay gotta stop typing and actually work this afternoon!!!
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